little Star.

n'am pic de inspiratie .. nu ca as fi avut candva dar .. ;)) ma simt super naspa .. a inceput scoala si aveam atatea planuri .. pe care deja le'am uitat.de ceva timp nu'mi mai merge nimic bine,absolut nimic .. ce spun "ceva timp" .. de foarte mult timp.chiar nu stiu ce e cu mine.stau tot timpul cu cartea in mana,dimineata ma trezesc cu gandul ca trebuie sa invat,ma duc la scoala invat-scriu,vine acasa scriu.imi aduc aminte,eu nu eram asa.totu' imi iesea de minune si fara prea mult efort.as vrea sa mai fiu mica.acum e asa greu .. :-<.vreau sa se termine mai repede scoala.dar in acelasi timp nu vreau sa fie vara,nici toamna,nici iarna nici macar primavara.de fapt nu mai stiu ce vreau. :( cred ca este cel mai lung post de pana acum .. as mai avea destule de zis dar inchei aici .. voi posta versurile unei melodii marfa.

"I don't think I want this anymore"
As she drops the ring to the floor.
She says to herself,"You've left before"
"This time u will stay gone.that's for sure."

And he shattered something else
To drag her suitcase down the path.
To the driveway.
She had never gone that far.
Normally this would be the time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving,
But this time,without crying,
As she got into her car she said,

"No happily never after"
That just ain't for me.
Because finally I know

I deserve better, after all
"I'll never let another tear drop fall."
As she drove away she starts to smile,
Realized she hadn't for a while.
No destination, she drove for miles
Wondering why she stayed in such denial.
She was laughing about the way he shattered something else
To drag her suitcase down the path,to the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be, the time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving, but this time,without crying,
As she got into her car she said,

"No happily never after"
That just ain't for me
Because finally,
I know I deserve better.

After all
"I'll never let another teardrop fall."
I'm done, I'm done, said I'm so done,

I'm free, I'm free, so free
Free to feel the way I feel,
She inhales a breath she'd never breathed before
Don't want no drama no more.
'Cause she says
"No happily never after
That just ain't for me".